Should I take the risk?
So there is this guy I like he’s sweet, kind, a gentleman, funny, cares. I know all girls say that about the guy they like, but it’s weird cause I’ve known him since middle school, but never noticed him, and now that the year is ending I began getting to know him more and more and there is just something about him that draws me in. It can’t be his looks cause he’s not that good looking, but his personality is just so powerful, I can hardly care about how he looks. The thing is he’s my best friend’s cousin, and she knows I like him, but even if he did like me or if we were to date one day I wonder if she’d mind?
The other thing is I told him I like some other guy named Edward. I mean Edward is cute too, and a gentleman, but I like Ramon more, and I have no idea what to do. Ramon said that him and my cousin have a feeling that they know I like him (Ramon), but I told him no I like Edward. I said that cause I didn’t know what to do. I’m not used to feeling like this. He was telling me that he’d try to set me and Edward up, but I told him not to since Edward will graduate in two weeks, Ramon started saying that I’ll regret it, but the reason I said no was one cause I like Ramon, and I’d rather have him more than Edward. And two cause I know I’m not Edward’s type, which it’s okay cause I look at him, and see how I’d feel if he was mine. It’d feel awkward cause I can’t see him with me. It just doesn’t fit, but Ramon is just something different. I don’t know. Maybe he’s right. I should take a chance and live than regret it for the rest of my life. May be I’ll tell him, but I just want someone. Anyone out there telling me to just do it. To tell him that I like him, I like him more than a friend.
